Simply feeling out of sorts, the same-old same-old spiraling thoughts… the negative tape, though not as bad as it used to be. No doubt it’s due to the fact I intend to download the anthology today. Self-publishing terrifies me, no matter how many times I do it. Only doing one paperback a year doesn’t give me enough regular experience to feel comfortable doing it. The cover is gorgeous. I’ll share it tomorrow.
Weird frustration: Pinterest has decided that if I want to look at my Home Feed I first have to agree to look at what my friends are looking at. I can’t simply close the suggestion. I can choose other feeds but not my Home Feed, my favorite. Am I stubborn? Rebellious? Independent? Tell me I have to do something, without giving me a choice, and I’ll most likely give a hearty “Not just no but hell no.”
God always gives a choice. Granted, the choices God gives aren’t always great, but only because He sees further down the road. He knows how He will turn even the lousy choices for our good.
Sometimes, I feel this way when a change is coming. Sometimes, I feel this way because my hormones are out of whack. Sometimes, I’m simple tired.
Days like this are when I step back and remind myself I only need to tackle one day at a time. Today is about making it through.