Posted by: Judy | October 9, 2012

Chapter 19…

Funny. I wrote this over a year ago, and it still fits. I’m still struggling with this concept and everything in this chapter. Love isn’t easy.

Have I made progress?

Yes, I have.

Do I love myself more?

Hmmm… I don’t know.

I read through this chapter, and I could have written it yesterday.

However, my life is different. I’m moving forward with my writing.

I’m better about not eating foods that make me sick, though I ate an oatmeal cookie the other day. But it was the first one in a long time. The charts say I’m more allergic to eggs than oatmeal, but eggs never made my mouth feel numb. And yes, I’m running an avoidance pattern, i.e., talking about food instead of examining up close how I feel about myself. The battle rages on.


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  1. Clearing out the little stuff gives practice for tackling the big stuff. Weight lifters don’t start with the heaviest weights first. Hugs.

    • Good point. Thanks ((Ruth))


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